And even the spirituality is fake. You learn how to not be spiritual, letting joke-hova do that for you. Instead, you waste your life pious-sneering, spreading littera-trash, while everything fun passes right by you. You miss spring. Easter, and Astaroth, comes and goes. You miss out on the flowers, and take part in the REJECT Astaroth Party. Flowers come, while you are doing field circus--you miss them.
Summer comes, and again you are too busy. No swimming or cookouts on those hot muggy afternoons because you are in field circus or preparing for the Grand Boasting Session. Whatever beauty of summer goes unnoticed.
Fall, and you miss out on the foliage. Halloween comes and goes, and you don't get to take part in any of it. No tricks, no treats, no colored lights, no LED flames in jack o'lanterns, no ghosts and witches, no nothing. Just field circus.
Winter comes. You miss out on the pretty lights, the Christmas tree, Christmas carols, shopping, baking, and the joy Christmas can be. Instead, you do more field circus. Then January 2 comes, and you are relieved--only to miss out on the snow because you are trudging through it trying to find parking spaces for field circus.
Beyond this, you miss out on true spirituality. Meditation is pondering a lie, not trying to feel your own energy or focus on nothing (or a specific thing). You never learn astrology, rune workings, how to use colors to heal yourself, or anything else for that matter. You never get to use a Ouija board or learn how one works. Instead, you focus on the LIE-ble using littera-trash designed to narrow your focus even more. Rules replace common sense. No responsibility to the responsible. Obedience replaces spiritual advancement, which is usually measured in terms of how much you do field circus, how many boasting sessions you attend, and how many stupid assignments you accept.