Like Lois Lane said, You have your power of reason working... STRIKE ONE!!! You are already unfit for JW life. Unless you just want to join the darkside and play them all and get what you can from them.. You sound like you have a sense of morality, so.. STRIKE 2!!! Then you actually had the balls to call the Elders out and draw attention to the fact the the Organization has major issues. This equates with directly challenging the Channel of God, wich in the Elders small minds is the GB. STRIKE 3!!!
If they are going to keep account of a sin you made 15 years ago, then they are Pharisees, and not imitators of Christ. If you have no fear of the Elders then ask them this, " If the decisions that the Elder Body makes are already decided upon in heaven then why the lengthy approval process?"
Here is the process:
1) Eldubs meet. Does Brother Data-Dog have a good reputation? YES/NO
How is his Family life? GOOD/BAD?
How does his wife behave? GOOD/BAD?
How do his children act? GOOD/BAD?
* How is his VISIBLE SERVICE/ TIME * ( This is the most important, visible works, end of story.. You really could be anointed and be the most humble brother since John the Baptist, but if you aint got the time on a slip, forget it. They Elders mindset is to goad the sheep into going in service. The sheep are dumb and must be led by them. If the sheep see Data-Dog appointed and he only gets 9 hours a month, then they will all think that they can get only 9 hours a month. Think I am joking? I can assure you from my Elders meetings that it is no joke.
Then if you make it through the elimination round your name is mentioned before the Cardinal Circuit Overseer. If he approves you, ( because he is more spiritual than the Elders ) then he sends you name to the Branch!! Then some unkown person of even greater spiritual magnitude aprroves your appointment in some unknown way. ( Russel or Rutherford maybe? ) Keep in mind that this decision is already made in heaven by Jehovah, through Christ, via Holy Spirit. Ok. Now the letter comes back to your congregation, and your announcment is read before the congreg...oh, wait, what's that? There's more? Before your name can be announced to the Congo, cconfirming your already decided appointment by Jehovah, through Christ, via Holy Spirit that the Elders are just announcing....there is one more crucial step.
According to the Shepherd the Flock book, based on the bible, which is not secret, but you are not qualified to read, you must answer some more questions.
1) Is there anything in you past, even before baptism that would disqualify you?
2) Is there any reason that your announcment should not be read before the congregation?
3) HAVE YOU BEEN INVOLVED IN CHILD MOLESTATION!!!!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!
So this begs the question, " Are appointments really made by holy spirit? If so, why is the Holy Spirit appointing men who may have to say " yes " to these questions? Even more serious, why would the Holy Spirit allow the appointment of men who should have answered yes, but did not? Was the Holy Spirit unaware of the spiritually deplorable conditions of these men? Did Jehovah, through Christ, via Holy Spirit decide in heaven that a child molester was worthy of appointment? Or did they knowingly allow a child molester to enter the flock to test their faith by allowing children to be molested, thereby " trying them with evil" ?! I will leave that to the reader to decide.