To those I shunned:
Sorry to every single person I shunned while still asleep. It's rather funny that now I’m the one reaching out. Although I am not out of the org and I don't plan to be anytime soon due to complicated reasons, I want to make a public apology. To everyone that I shunned, judged, and mistreated, I am deeply regretful… Sorry doesn't even cut it. I didn’t prove to be a real friend when times got tough. I let a bully dictate how I would treat my friends. I was blinded and failed to see what admirable qualities each one of you possessed. I admire the courage it took to leave and make a stand for yourselves despite knowing the consequences of such corruptness. You are all still great people and still my friends deep down. I have now realized that caring for people and being a true friend shouldn't be conditionally based on one’s religion or faith any more than it should be based on skin color and appearance. Whatever course each individual has taken, I still wish each person the best of luck. Funny I’m wishing you "luck" now? I remember all the arguments we had about that word lol. Good times. I am not a reader of hearts nor your judges. I wish I still had my contacts but I don't because I deleted them thinking I was doing the right thing. I wish I could call each person and personally show them how sorry I am and that I am still capable of being a true friend despite having taken different paths in life. You will all have a place in my heart and the good times we had will forever be cherished. I wish you all the best of luck in your life endeavors and hope you all remain the fantastic people you were and still most likely are.
Deepest regret,
Your Suspicious Long Lost Friend