Hi Tater T ...i just figerd out that O.T must mean origional post?
Thanks truth seeker..its nice when a story has a happy ending!!
Ok back to the origional post " whats in your heart"? ...i think having left i dont feel so compelled to be right and you are wrong. If people from the congregation will accept me as i am i am happy, but i refuse to talk " the trinity" or anything religiouse with the elders or any member i have contact with.
Why? whats the point? in fact it would have bad consequences for me. But i do miss the " friendships" i had in the congregation.I think my origional topic heading " whats in your heart" meant i needed a support system when i left and i found it with the friends i made on the ministry, because they were there for me and most of them are not even religiouse...so i found " whats in there heart" and that was hmmmm i guess friendship and those friendships i made on the ministry mean a lot. And i think these people prefer my friendship when i dont talk my indoctrinated bullshit with them.
Its sad that my attitude to my ministry was so dependendent on how the message i deliverd was received. I am glad being lazy i spent 10 minutes talking indoctrination and 50 minutes being friends and talking music or films or football because although i always thought i was " better than those i met on the ministry" i made many great friends who had " trur friendship for me in there heart".