MY NEW SELF JUST TURNED 3

by clarity 7 Replies latest jw friends

  • clarity
    clarity

    Just realized it has been 3 years since I found JWN.

    Took me awhile to find it & went to so many sites!

    Landed on Rick Ferron's scary place with the really wierd music,

    (he did improve it)....but wow my poor little jw addled brain!

    Three o'clock in the morning still hammering away on the keyboard,

    ..........& suddenly creepy music like you'd hear at a house of horrors

    blared out at me .... I screamed I was so scared! Demons! lol

    Wow, thought I'd really had it! hhahahahaah

    Anyway, thanks to everyone on here ...you've all been a great

    help in one way or another & so encouraging to share this burden

    with people who really get it!

    Thanks to Simon & Family for keeping this board going....

    it is a fantastic place.

    Finding out TTATT has been a huge gift.

    Getting rid of the "us & them attitude has been amazing,

    with new friends popping-up all the time!

    That awful sticky phrase "worldly people" has disappeared from

    my mind & out of my heart!

    As I get older I may not be on here as much but

    I will always be interested in helping and always try to expose

    the tyranny of the cults.

    clarity

  • TotallyADD
    TotallyADD

    Happy 3 years on this site. Totally ADD

  • wasblind
    wasblind

    Clarity, Always been a favorite

  • Xanthippe
    Xanthippe
    Clarity, Always been a favorite

    I second that, Clarity, I always enjoy your posts.

    Happy three years out

  • Mum
    Mum

    Happy birthday!

  • clarity
    clarity

    Ohhh... your response is so good for the heart ...

    thank you Totally, Wasblind, Xanthippe & Mum.

    >

    Now that these first years have gone by, it feels like I am

    still kinda stuck because of the fall-out from family.

    It does not get easier with age creeping up either, that's for sure!

    Am hoping that soon I can push past it, and claim my life

    and my sanity ...lol.

    Best wishes to all of you

    clarity

  • Phizzy
    Phizzy

    Well done Clarity ! three years and counting, eventually I imagine we will get to the point when we have to ponder how long ago the nightmare existence in the Cult was.

    I found three years a bit of a landmark, from then on I really self-examined a lot, checked all my beliefs and feelings, and set to trying to come to some sort of equilibrium.

    I also found it an advantage when the Elders came a calling to try to Df me, I said "What ? after three years of not seeing you ?" , spiked their guns a bit LOL.

    All the best for your free future, use it well, please.

  • grumblecakes
    grumblecakes

    congrats clarity!!

    its been one year last month for me since i first googled jws. totally get what you said about that aweful term worldly people and how the whole world opens up once you stop thinking in terms of us vs them. feels amazing.

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