It has been an interesting ride these last few months, and sometimes i have failed to put into words my feelings as of late. But tonight i have something that will help explain the feeling i get whenever i walk in to the Masquerade(Kingdom) Hall. Masquerade balls were sometimes set as a game among the guests. The masked guests were supposedly dressed so as to be unidentifiable. This would create a type of game to see if a guest could determine each other's identities.
Truer words have not been spoken! It takes emense mental strength to read peoples faces and body language to see what they are really saying. Why do we do this? What kind of B.S do they expect us to swallow when they tell us we are the "true" servants of God because why.....oh yes we have such intense love for one another. In the famous words of one pharisaic elder, "no matter what happens not one of us in our congregation wouldnt give our lives for another" Oh and yet this elders family consistantly makes fun of anyone who is not thin, up to date with fashion, has plans to move where the "great are needed"
Almost everyone wears a mask, so I guess we could also call it "The Lie" Hey brother pharasee is your family back home still in "the lie"? Hi sister brandnewboobimplants how are you? Awsome! How could i not be when we have "the lie" Fake fake frickin fake. I am so tired of the BULL SHIT i have taken off my mask and from now on if you like me for me good, if not i will waste no time trying to please your toxic blend of self righteous, my study habits are so much better than yours, im always right because im so smart attitude.
There is no holy spirit helping us today, this is one of the last things i said to the elders the other day. They tried to refute it and i nailed them with examples. All they could do was backpedal and partially agree with me......see what i mean, MASKS!
