A life worth living is a life with meaning. As former or inactive JWs most of us struggle with this at various points in our lives. This is especially true if we become "non-theists". Here is something that has helped me - perhaps it will help you:
"For more than 30 years, the Paradoxical Commandments have circled the globe, featured in speeches and articles (See the latest New York Times Article), and passed from friend to friend. They have been preached from pulpits, put on refrigerator doors, and shared extensively on the web. They have made a difference in the lives of hundreds of thousands of people throughout the world."
The Paradoxical Commandments by Dr. Kent M. Keith
1.People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
2.If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
3.If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
4.The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
5.Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
6.The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down
by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
Think big anyway.
7.People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
Fight for a few underdogs anyway
8.What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.
9.People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
Help people anyway.
10.Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.