by quellycatface 5 Replies latest jw friends
After.14 years of being a Jw, fading from 2006 and da'ing in December, I no longer feel anger for the things I experienced.
I do however, feel for others who are hurting because of the WTBS. Broken families, child abuse etc....I feel anger for their pain.
I think I'm healing. I also love God and Jesus in a better way.
I hope all those hurting get their healing real soon too.
Good for You!
It does make your relationship with GOD stronger and your faith and appreciation firmer as you grow in your relationship with Jesus Christ.
Simply marvelous
Do not totally let go of all your anger, reserve some for the WT itself and the way it still treats the victims of Paedophiles in their midst, the way it treats DF'd and DA'd ones, and demands active JW's do the same, and the way it fleeces its flock, i.e the new "donation" arrangement.
I have been out for a few years, anger does not affect me much anymore, even when thinking of the WT, except for the above mentioned issues.
The W.T could change these things overnight and lose very little, but they are so hard hearted and money orientated they refuse to do so.
Hi Phizzy, no I haven't lost my anger for what they do. I just don't feel it's personal anymore. Do you know what I mean??
It's like I've got it into perspective now.
I find my anger sort of ebbs and flows. When I think about it too much I'm peed off that people I loved have gone out of their way to hurt me for having different opinions.
Pleased for you though, Quelly.
I hope to get to that stage someday.
Right now I'm pissed as hell!
Doc
