One way I managed to de-programme myself was to imagine the God of the universe being behind the desicions Watchtower were making. It first came to me when Barbara Anderson described being in a lift in Bethel discussing a property or land sale that didn't go through and her musing over gods involvement.
We are meant to believe that the God who made the universe is behind this.....
It stinks of greed, business and grandiose expansion. There is no god here.