Hi All,
I just mad a trip to Lowes to pick up a few things for the yard. I always drive through the country and it is so beautiful, wheat fields, corn, tobacco and just green grass. There are a couple of horse farms and many beautiful old and new country homes. I grew up in the country and it reminded me of my childhood years, playing in the creeks and woods.
I love this earth and don't want to die and leave it all. I just don't understand why things were made this way. The old story in the bible says some guy ages ago ate a piece of fruit and this pissed god off big time. He started cursing everything around him, snakes, man, earth, and the ground we walk on. Women were cursed so they have pain having children, men would have to work their ass off to just get enough food because thorns and the like would take over.Wickedness would take over mankind and in a couple thousand years he would kill all but eight people and a few animals off the earth. This was because he couldn't control the spirit creatures he had created in heaven and they liked the earth and women better than being with him in heaven. Does any of that make sense to you here???
I know there is nothing I can do but just hang on as long as nature lets me and enjoy each day, but it is swiftly ending for me and I DON'T like it. I love being here, I love my family and I don't want to leave them all. I love you guys too.
Ken P.