Swallow
Consume
and drown
in a bottle
of agony;
the tide
has reached
half full
or is it
half empty
waiting for
the belly
to retch
its last
companion
as a spare
in case
the supply
is totally
dried out.
Engulf
into another
beach
like a fish
drinking
its home
filled
with oil
until its
washed up
and dead
staring
into the
night
with
blurry glassy
eyes
~1997~
Reject
Its your friend
mother brother
sister
other half
Gets you caught
in a line
in a lie
in the truth
That you know
you keep
you wear
you hide
In the place
inside
in where
noone looks
Its all alone
in the heart
the head
the emotion
But you reject it
just so
you wont
see it
inside you
And it rejects
your emptiness
also
~1996~
Angry
Violent images
to face upon
created by
the unwillingness
to hear the
underlying truth
of the matter
in which all
shouldnt be
forgiven but
should be
cursed and
slandered
and hated
for the sheer
purpose of
survival,
that hasnt
been deemed
necessary,
nor wanted,
nor given
any thought of
Angry with
the very
reason
for existence
and not
from the
cause of
private
humiliation
that still
manages
to stir a
deep seated
emotional
remorseful response
to which
cannot be
controlled;
The lovely anger
that only
fulfills a
passionate
dreamland
without
escape;
As long as
there is anger
there is the
reason
for it
~1998~
swallow...........reject..........angry...........
by SpiceItUp 3 Replies latest jw friends
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SpiceItUp
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Lady Lee
Spice - I really like the last line of Anger - says it all
-
Solace
Spice, I feel like crying but you are a very deep and talented person.
-
SpiceItUp
Thank you Lady & Heaven...
lately it seems that I am on again off again in a slum/funk/whatever *sigh*. My emotions have been on a very bad rollercoaster for a while---too many things to sort out............
here is another...............
(untitled)
lost in a
dreamless
little largely
real world
wondering
what it is
exactly
that I'm not
supposed
to be
thinking
in that
great
prose state
but we all
wish it
would
sometimes
but in
actuality
we dont
and nothing
happens
which is
the exact
opposite
of the
expected
and in
the end
all is
forgotten
but you
never
can be sure
until its over
and even then
you just dont
understand
why it is
that you
were wondering
in the first place
~2000~