zanex remembers...and writes

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  • zanex
    zanex

    my breathing quickens

    something tightens around my chest

    walls closing in

    no free thoughts allowed to start

    fear of immortal judgement

    intimidation of the unknown

    bars wrap around my mind

    growth, evoloution halted, forbidden to be grown

    a life denied...

    dreams allowed to die

    all for a "brother's" redemption

    hopes fallen from the sky

    freedom comes with a price

    freedom brings pain, grief, strife

    loved ones, blood alike are lost

    is it fair...this life?

    shunned by family

    avoided by friends

    some of us crawl

    the rest call an early end

    where am I?

    where are YOU?

    are we at all at peace?

    was your answer to that question honest, true?

    one lesson we learned

    survival depending on how well

    "nothing free in life"

    heaven as well as hell

    am I healed?

    no.

    for OUR scars no total cure there will ever be

    we live, we breathe, we grow

    strength in numbers

    unity in our new lives, our new group

    trust, in corruption, they gave us

    in the end...we triumph...whatever that means...

    ---zanex---

    had to put this somewhere...I just sat down and the words just kind of came out...make of it whatever you will...

  • Lady Lee
    Lady Lee

    Thank You zanex

    lots to think about in there

  • SPAZnik
    SPAZnik

    <<<waves

    hi zanex. nice to see ya expressin' schtuff.

    deep breathes my friend...deep breathes.


    SPAZ

  • LDH
    LDH

    Zanex,

    I've always been jealous of people who could write poetry!!!! GRRRRR!!!!

    When I was 15 I tried my hand at it; it was the normal teenage angst-type stuff. I was chewed up one side and down the other for putting down my feelings. Apparently, I should have been reflecting on the Paradise! (TM)

    Lisa

  • zanex
    zanex

    ladylee: yah there is a lot of stuff in there...I guess the more I heal the more garbage comes to the surface. I hope I get a little brighter...eventually...

    Spaz: always lovely to hear whatever comments u have on something...I'm breathin, life is ok. The more I write, the more it all comes off of me. Self-catharsis is always touch and go stuff. Been feeling kinda odd lately...not that I ever really feel 'normal' tho..LOL <<<<<waves back..

    LISA: oh lisa lisa lisa...:) you crack me up...yah poetry isnt for everyone , i heard that. LOL..(wonders about reflections of the paradise) pppfffttttt yah right! Hey we gonna have lunch this week or what? :)

    Edited by - zanex on 10 September 2002 12:16:27

  • LDH
    LDH

    Zanex I'm on my way to bring a friend to the airport. I'll call ya after lunch, OK?

    Lisa

  • zanex
    zanex

    U got it!

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