I watched/ listened to the brave and courageous souls on YouTube who bravely recorded their JC's. You really see a different and horrid side to the elders there. It might sound whimpy but I don't think I would be able to stand strong like those guys did. I think under their twisting reasoning and interrogation I would just crumble.
I wonder if anyone has ever got into that situation and then lied about being apostate just to keep in with their family etc?
I'm being very careful in what I do and say so that I don't get discovered. That's all, you can go ahead and call me a whimp now...