If only you knew the spell you cast on me, with your piercing green eyes and sideways smile. How I love those soft, velvet lips...
"It's too fast" you say, too much, which I respect and love.
I see nothing but great things in our future, my beloved. The slowness is welcomed, a break from the pace.... I love you more for that.
Our talk tonight...you caressed my eyes as they wept tears for a lost friend. You understood; it's ok. 'You're a good person, tried your best.' I know I can spend a lifetime in your arms, talking, about nothing in particular, no pressure...only hockey, video games, music.
You remind me of my youth, when I was 18 and it's great. There were no worries, no pressure. I love your style, your grace. The softness of your voice. It's ok... it's all good.
Some day, I hope to be your wife, to have a family with you. We CAN be unconditional with eachother, and non-judgemental... It's something I've craved for so long. To be 100% loved. I promise to give that to you, my precious.
You will never read this, but perhaps the ebb and flow of my love for you will seep onto your side and grab hold of you, never letting you go.
I love you Jay. This is meant to be.