If you are a Theist and I assumed for a long time I was, this means we were acknowledging that there is a singular God as Creator. Now that your thoughts have changed do you question whether all of those years of heartfelt prayer, and pouring out of your inner most thoughts to (Jehovah) God were actually transmitted? Is it possible that if we trully believed in our minds heart that what we perceived to be the "truth" in the JW org and the only way in which to reach God, that God (Jehovah) would have accepted our prayers as sincere, and the context or the avenue in which we reached him was irrelevant?
I know myself that when I was young growing up in the org, praying to Jehovah got me through some of the darkest moments of my life. This was despite the fact that a many number of the problems and pain were associated with the org (but I didn't necessarily recognise this at the time). Now that I'm out of the org I still feel the need to say the occassional prayer, but after years and years of praying to Jehovah through the way in which I was taught, I still feel like I'm praying to the same God, which doesn't feel at all right! This makes me think that perhaps God was just a figment of my imagination, and is no higher than my cerebral cortex. Perhaps purely psyshological, and just the way in which I wished to perceive God at the time.
After all belief in God cannot be without faith, and faith is a very personal thing. It is a trigger that flicks over in our minds that can't be backed up entirely by fact. It seems impossible that any 2 of us can share exactly the same relationship with one singular God since we all come to know him and believe in him on different levels through different avenues. Therefore, what is the purpose of organised religion? If similar beliefs or ideals attract us to the same organised religion, is it because we want a more exclusive relationship with God and need the backing of a larger majority to give justification to our hopes and beliefs? Could it be that this need is just evidence of a shakey foundation to our faith?
V**...Possible Athies? Agnostic? Theist? Polytheist TBC