Hi
I just realized I've done this ass backwards, please excuse, I started reading posts in friends and personal experiences and replied to posts there without starting a new topic to introduce myself. So this post is to try to rectify that error. I have spent the last couple of days reading and posting to this site and another, to help get me through the death of my father a couple of days ago. You can read my posts about that if you want I won't go over it all again for those of you have already responded, you have been a source of great encouragement, and the, I am not alone thing has done wonders to calm my jagged nerves over the coming funeral tomorrow. I am not very familiar with chat rooms as this is my very first experience but I am really digging it. I guess this is a topic I can relate to and even though I have delt with this since I was 15 by myself, (that was 25 years ago) do to being the only rebel in a Big! family of jw's, I feel better then I have by just putting distance between us and them, that was the first smart move since leaving the org, and this is the second brillant thing I 've done in connecton with healing myself. So again Thank you to the all wise creator of this site, You are the king!