Want to share this song..

southwest

Not sure if this is the right place to post this but I just wanted to share a song that really sums up how I feel right now:

http://genius.com/Hozier-take-me-to-church-lyrics/

_Morpheus

Yep, good one. We have done this before, sharing song lyrics that sum up our views on the dubbie experiance.

as a born in who felt over worked and unappreciated by a greedy whorish organization, this song sums up my exit in a meaningful way:

don't think she understands the sacrifices that I made
Maybe if this b** had acted right, I would've stayed
But I've already wasted over half of my life
I would've laid down and died for you, I no longer cry for you

No more pain, b**, you took me for granted
Took my heart and ran it straight into the planet
Into the dirt, I can no longer stand it
Now my respect I demand it
I'ma take control of this relationship, command it
And I'ma be the boss of you now, goddammit

And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out, this much you owe me
I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you, while I stayed
Faithful all the way, this is how I get repaid?

Look at how I dress, baggy sweats, go to work a mess
Always in a rush to get back to you, I ain't heard you yet
Not even once say you appreciate me, I deserve respect
I've done my best to give you nothing less than perfectness

And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left
But you keep treating me like a staircase, it's time to step
And I won't be coming back so don't hold your breath
You know what you've done, no need to go in depth
I told you, you'd be sorry if I left, I'd left while you wept

How's it feel now? Yeah, funny ain't it, you neglected me
Did me a favor although my spirit free you've said
But a special place for you in my heart I have kept
It's unfortunate but it's too late

I feel like when I bend over backwards for you, all you do is laugh
'Cause that ain't good enough, you expect me to fold myself in half
'Til I snap, don't think I'm loyal, all I do is rap
I cannot moonlight on the side, I have no life outside of that

Don't I give you enough of my time, you don't think so, do you?
Jealous when I spend time with the girls
Why I'm married to you still, man, I don't know
But tonight I'm serving you with papers, I'm divorcing you
Go marry someone else and make 'em famous

And take away their freedom like you did to me
Treat 'em like you don't need 'em and they ain't worthy of you
Feed 'em the same stuff you made me eat

I'm moving on forget you, oh, now I'm special
I aint feel special when I was with you

All I ever felt was this, helplessness
Imprisoned by a selfish b***, chew me up and spit me out
I fell for this so many times, it's ridiculous
And still I stick with this, I'm sick of this
But in my sickness and addiction, you're addictive as they get

Evil as they come, vindictive as they make 'em
My friends keep asking me why I can't just walk away from
I'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama
I'm drawn in, so I guess, I'ma mess, cursed and blessed
But this time I'ma ain't changing my mind, I'm climbing out this abyss

You screaming as I walk out that I'll be missed
But when you spoke of people who meant the most to you
You left me off your list
forget you hip hop, I'm leaving you
My life sentence is served, b***

southwest

Yeah that's a good one too Morpheus. Some choice language but Not Afraid by the same guy is also rather apt. Especially this chorus:

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons
I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now!

_Morpheus

Yes!!! Also sumerizes it well :) i lol at the "choice language". That particular artist is well known for that, and im ok with it ;)

welcome to the board, btw

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southwest

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