When I read things on this site I just cried because It reminded me of the extreme attiutudes of such people that I haven't been exposed to in such a long time. I've been through as much shit as the next person but I am not bitter. A lot of it comes down to individuals perceptions of their beliefs. Bored yet. Although a lot of it is portrayed through their books etc as their common belief. All I can say is don't let this make you bitter against god, if he exists, truth or anything else. You've got to learn to start afresh, leave it all, all, behind and start your beliefs from scratch, that's what I did and it was the hardest thing and the longest thing I ever did but it was worth it and I am very happy or as happy as you can be in such a deleted up world. If you understand what I'm saying and have a loving heart please take all this on board and then you'll really be a believer in love and life. The fact is you were looking for something that was an ideal, an impossible unbalanced, extreme view of the world. And anyone who is expected to follow something without questioning it is very stupid or disolutioned indeed. Pardon my spelling. All the best.
Edited by - Englishman on 29 January 2003 5:58:6