So before i say any thing yes i know not the best idea to date in middle school etc.
So one thing that still hurts me today is the most hot girl in my school at the time and my crush started to like me she tryed to ask me out but i i was not a wake at the time and i put her down many times and now today i rethink over and say if i started to rethink my life as a jw i would of said yes like my mind told me to.
Now i rethink over that time and it sucks for me it hurts.
it just sucks man