Welcome av23
,If you want to preserve your sanity ,your individual freedom ,and keep normal relationships with your family and friends ,then you need to sever any more contact with the Jehovah`s Witnesses / WTB&TS as they don`t have the "truth" and never have had the so called "truth". Nobody has.
Do your research and a good place to start is right here using the search option at the top of the page and type in anything you want to know about Jehovah`s Witnesses.
Have a look at the 4 Corners ABC TV program from Australia that is available on this forum 4 starters..
I was a convert way back in 1960 ,the worst mistake I ever made and have regretted it ever since.
Take care