Because somehow every few weeks i seem to dream about being a jw at the kingdom hall again,or at the assembly, you see i dont focus on my past about being a witness anymore, but my dreams seem to remind of it all over again.
No, it isn't! Your dreams tell you what's on your mind, and your unresolved issues. I had one last week about trying to get a co-worker, who is a Witness, away from the Witnesses, and woke up wondering "why her?" We're not really close, even before when she thought I too was a good little dub. I told my therapist about it today and she said that I might have been dreaming about leading ME out of the organization. As always, she gave me something to think about.
Haujobbz, it depends on how long it's been since you went to a meeting or associated with any witnesses. If it's been a long time I would say it may mean something is wrong. You may have unresolved issues. Or, it could mean you spend too much time here..LOL!
Keep a log of you dreams and how they made you feel. Write down as many details as you remember and look for a pattern. It may help you figure out what the trigger behind these dreams is. Good luck!