Sad days for me. I have been doing the above and came across various notes letters I had kept down the years. There were some letters from my mother.. some I have kept others were from beginning to end all wt dogma. These wentr to the bin. What is so sad she had hobbies interests that didn't involve just going to meetings and I was 'in' then and knew all that was going on anyway. But her latter years were swamped with' important meetings' and wt 'spin' and it has left me heavy of spirit. I am once more in sync with others whose parents/ mothers have ceased to be people but have become just jesters for the wt court.