Hello - let me try to explain. A couple of months ago or so I joined this forum, then shortly after checked out JWRecovery which seemed a better fit personally and joined them. Started to feel comfortable there and they closed, and I pouted for a while. Then came back here and started up again, feeling a little sheepish. Then thought I'd get a fresh start with a new forum that was just starting up and started reading there and thought about signing up. Oh my! My head was spinning! I suffer from "new kid on the block syndrome" anyway, and this was sure feeding into my insecurities.
And I only get short bursts of privacy to write, and this short time seems to be coming to an end already ie my husband is about to come in the door. to be continued in part two .... ps thanks for reading LifesNotOver