An open "letter" to my daughters

berylblue

Everyone:

They will never read it. At least you all will know how I feel.

Now And Forever /Carole King [From Album : A League Of Their Own Motion Picture Soundtrack]

Now and forever
You are a part of me
And the memory cuts like a knife
Didn't we find the ecstasy?
Didn't we share the daylight?
When you walked into my life

Now and forever
I'll remember all the promises still unbroken
And think about all the words between us
That never needed to be spoken
We had a moment. Just one moment
That will last beyond a dream
Beyond a lifetime
We are the lucky ones
Some people never get to do
All we got to do

Now and forever I will always think of you
Didn't we come together?
Didn't we live together?
Didn't we cry together?
Didn't we play together?
Didn't we love together?
And together we lit up the world

I miss the days I miss the laughter
I miss the day we met and all that followed after
Sometimes I wish I could always be with you
The way we used to do
Now and forever I will always think of you
Now and forever I will always be with you

gumby

If they do read it Rosemarie......they will cry their eyes out. I hope they do and I hope they think about it. Sad.......very sad.

Love Gumby

tinkerbell82

((((((((((beryl))))))))))))) your daughters are so lucky to have a mom like you who loves them so unconditionally. they may not realize it right now. but i truly hope and believe that someday they will

nilfun

Oh Berylblue, that's just heartbreaking. I hope things change for the better, and soon.

ESTEE

((((((berylblue)))))

I know exactly how you feel....being a shunned mom myself...

It helps me to remember that they have given over the use of their brain to the elders and their husbands...you know....the "fear-based" religion. If they had real love by virtue of using their hearts instead of their brain, they would not act that way. One day they will wake up and use their whole body to live, not just their brain. I affirm that one day they will wake up and realize the truth about the TroofTM....and leave!!!! If they had love, they would overcome their fear...because perfect love throws fear outside. I remember reading that ummmm....somewhere....sheesh!

ESTEE

berylblue

Thanks, everyone.

Estee, it is not a JW thing. It's a "Rosemarie's an idiot" thing.

Long story. Too long to relate. I was hysterical over something; they wanted me in the hospital. I refused to go. They started reiterating all my failings as a mother.

That's where I blacked out. I don't know what I said. My sister says I disowned them, according to them.

MORAL:
Don't hold in hurt feelings for 20 odd years and expect them not to come out in a heated argument. They will. My daughters did some really nasty things to me over the years. Apparently, I was still hurt.

Shakita

(((Rosemarie)))

I, too, was estranged from my parents do to my own stupidity for years. We all finally made amends but, it was very lonely those years we did not have contact....years that we can never make up for. I hope that one day you will have that chance to repair the damage and hurt that was done. Life is so short, we never know what tomorrow holds. Take care.

Mrs. Shakita

berylblue

Thanks, Mrs. Shakita. Maybe there is hope.

An open "letter" to my daughters

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