You know that you have become the worst of those leaving, when you start to celebrate holidays.
I remember a few times hearing people talk in the hall about someone leaving. Missing meetings, being spiritually weak, etc people could handle. They could even handle it if someone got df'd for having sex, or drinking, or whatever. You could maybe even have some doubts.
But it always seemed, that the person had really gone over the edge, and become a full blown worldly person, when they started to celebrate the holidays. Ever notice that?
I have a friend that I see from time to time, that is still a gung ho witness. We just don't talk about witness stuff too much. He knows that I don't go, and it simply does not come up why. I think he thinks to himself that I have been stumbled. Anyways, if he ever found out that I didn't think the WTS had the truth anymore, that would probably suprise him. But if he were to find out that I do the holidays, he would be shocked.
That just seemed to be the worst thing a person could ever do. Do whatever you want to, but celebrate the holidays? Its all over, you are completely lost in the world now.