by Robdar 6 Replies latest jw friends
I am not doing well and am exhausted emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually.
Some of you are aware of just how nasty my divorce got. Even though it was necessary and desired, it has left me pretty raw. I don't think that I know who I am anymore. I feel as if I have died and am awaiting resurrection.
This isn't exactly a good bye thread. I care about all of you and hope to one day post again.
Love,
Robyn
When I look into you eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time ...on your own
Do you need some time ...all alone
Everybody needs some time ...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time ...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time ...on my own
Sometimes I need some time ...all alone
Everybody needs some time ...
on their own
Don't you know you need some time ...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
But what does a worthless ass know?
((((((Robyn))))))
Sorry for your hurt.
Brenda
Robyn -
You are a strong and gifted woman. Do not let this tear you down.
It's odd that you should post this now when I was just thinking of posting to you about Van Gogh and Gaugain. The connection between the two artist. I was curious of your knowledge and expertise.
If you need time to "recover", I can understand that perfectly. If you need a "distraction", tell me about the art.
Lisa
(((((((robyn))))))))
I clicked on this thread thinking that you had posted another one of your wonderful poems - I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time ((Robdar))
{{{Robyn}}}
You are in my thoughts....My divorce was also very bad. In a nutshell, I was a worn out pioneer, then bethelite, then pioneer mom that was physically beaten and verbally and emotionally abused by my elder husband. (still a witness by the way). I know you are in agony and total exhaustion. You will survive....no matter how hard it is, just take care of yourself in every way you can. I hope we see you soon. If you ever need to talk, let me know and I will give you my email address.
Lovinlife (finally!)
