I know there are some who do, for whatever reason, but I just coulnd't. It was hard enough trying to be a JW when I believed in it, but now that I don't? I love coming home on 'meeting nights' and not even thinking, Oh, I know I should go to the meeting tonight. or Saturday and Sunday mornings when i am wore out from working all week "oh I know I should set the alarm so I can get up for service or meeting' .
It would also be hard for me to stomach all that stuff. Before I would feel guilty and discipline myself not to fall asleep during meeting, but if my heart is no longer in it, well? forget that...
No I think I have better things to do with my time. hmmm reminds me of a song...
I could wash my car in the rain Change my new guitar strings Mow the yard just the same as I did yesterday I don't need to waste my time... I got better things to do