If you are still holding on to your story and struggling alone please, please consider speaking up now. The Australian Royal Commission into child abuse has shown that these enquiries are not toothless and can in fact make a difference, but only if they are empowered by brave individuals like you.
Now it's the turn of the UK. Yes, there's been a few false starts but now is the time to tell them what happened. They need your voice. Be brave.
www.iicsa.org.uk/victims-and-survivors/how-share-your-experience