ATTN: itsallgoodnow

by Tiamat 5 Replies latest jw friends

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  Tiamat

  Hi there

  I did get your message a couple of days ago, and wrote out a lengthy reply, which, when i hit send got totally lost, along with your origianal message!! Grrrrrrrrr!

  So, to answer your question again! lol

  For some time i have been interested in ancient civilisations, and Earth history. After a number of years reading i felt guided to put to paper my thoughts and conclusions on a number of things. The paper i titled, Peaceful Coexistence.

  Over more recent years, i have become quite spiritual and interested in ascension and the raising of our state of conciousness. To be brief, we are all capable of good and evil, and of states of great calm and chaos. We also have the light of Source within, and, i feel, the darkness of the void. I feel that if Humans were to live with and integrate, both of these, and other races, we could achieve our true and higher potential as eternal souls.

  If you have any more questions, please feel free to ask. Your description of it meaning to you of having one foot in the door and the other outside, nearing freedom, felt very powerful to me, and if you would like to, could you please tell me more on this?

  With love, Mike

  Peaceful coexistence in

  Darkness and Light
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  Tiamat

  Sorry itsallgoodnow. Got your name wrong!!!!!
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  imallgrowedup

  Tiamet -

  Welcome to the board!

  FYI - If "itsallgood" doesn't see this thread, you can reach him/her via the pm feature. Simply find a post that itsallgood made, click on his/her screenname and choose "send a message". The message will appear in their inbox and they can reply to you if needed. If they do, you will see it in the upper left-hand corner of your screen where it says "Inbox".

  I hope you enjoy here! it's a great place for support and friendship!

  growedup
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  itsallgoodnow

  Mike,

  That's really interesting.

  More on what it meant to me (ok, back to me now... yes, I realize how that sounds!) - I went through this horrible stage of being so angry about everything, about being lied to and everything I had given up to stay in the organization, and about being afraid to say anything to my family yet and every time I had to go to a meeting it was like this huge dark cloud was pressing in on me, suffocating me. So I finally got sick of that and made peace with my present situation (after lots of therapy) so I don't feel so suffocated. So the "darkness" to me is all the drama related to the Witnesses and having to still deal with it and them, not immediately breaking away, and the "light" to me is the freedom I don't have completely yet, but I have spiritually anyway, and I see it as "peacefully coexisting" in both places, meaning it doesn't have to destroy me to be in that in-between stage right now.

  Thanks for your description, too - very deep.
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  Tiamat

  Hello again itsallgoodnow

  So out of it all you've finally found some balance. Good on ya, and best of luck in keeping things how you want them while moving on with your life.

  Hiya growedup

  Thanks for the info. I couldn't suss out how to do it the other day, but do now. Thanks again for your help.

  See you around.

  With love, Mike

  Peaceful coexistence in

  Darkness and Light
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  Valis

  An avatar for Tiamat..I loved that show..

  

  Sincerely,

  District Overbeer