Why do I have to understand?
Why do I have to "get it"
why cant those fathers, mothers, sisters, brothers
why cant THEY take it?
Father, Elder, which are you?
Son, Disfellowshipped, which am I?
"my worldly family doesnt accept me" is what u say
why should they when u ignore the things I cry?
I helped you when your family member died...
I was there for you when you needed me most...
I never said a word in anger...
yet I was to you invisible..a ghost...
I no longer feel the anger...I cry
I no longer feel the hate...I sigh..
I have lost that which was once important..
the relationship between you and I...
You watched me take my first steps..
my first words echoed in your eyes
yet now we have walls in place..
no more unconditional eyes.
I love you mother..
I love you father...
I love you sister...
Signed your Son, Brother...Disfellowshipped...
-Z-