I haven't been a Christian, nor a Jehovah's Witness - I was never convinced of one or the other - because neither added up to what I perceived as "reality" - nor did I see confirmation that they 'were' the one truth/etc in real life. (I have a brother and brother-in-law who are Jehovah's Witness, so I know their view all too well, and their inconsistancies, which they choose to ignore) - the more I have learned of JW - the more I have come to hate them even more. My brother has a mental disability - similarly with my brother-in-law, he has another type of mental illness. I know that JW will dis-own them and not provide any support for them, if they need real help at some later time.
Anyway, I'm all for reason and logic, with lots of commonsense - sadly all reigions reject this (speaking of christianity, islam and judiasm in particular) because they take their bible/etc as being the one truth and everything else revolves around IT. This of course, does not add up --- you only have to look at history of the bible, or the history of that church/belief to see that it doesn't. Using such excuses as - mankind is flawed, you need to have faith, etc does not validate a religion or belief. There must be proof. And it does have to add up (fit in with what you have observed [and experienced - if it can] in the real world). And you can't throw out commonsense - and reason and logic.
Anyway I do believe you can find the truth - but the truth is far stranger than we can ever imagine it to be --- because established and accepted beliefs/etc are not close to the truth. Are you ready for the truth? I think not. The unexplained does not fit into established and accepted beliefs - yet these strange events keep on happening time and time again. Such things as UFOs/aliens, reincarnation (past life memories), Near Death Experiences and Out of Body Experiences (these are related) and pyschic phenomena, etc. There are real events, and there are some which may not be --- and so like everything you have to discern for yourself what is truthful or not? We deal with such decisions all the time. Such as what is a good car/whatever to buy. Why not use exactly the same line of reasoning/investigation/comparison/etc for examination of ideas and beliefs? You can.
What you will get is a more accurate perception of this reality. There is still the ordinary everyday stuff, that we live in - we all do that. Then there is what is exactly happening all around us, in the world of ideas and beliefs. I think that a lot of religion is crap (not all of it) because distortions occurred soon after it's formation - take islam, christianity and judiasm. I think all are badly corrupted.
Taking an example - you cannot take the bible as 100% accurate and literally true. It is not that at all. So when you're discussing the actual text - it is not a real life example. It is a hollywood script that you are discussing. It did not happen exactly as it is written. How many authors are there of the bible, and can you be sure of even one author - as you can be of a present day author, and look up details about their life, so that you can better understand what they have written. How many language translations have the bible undergone? How many unknown edits have there been done? Known and unknown. And how much has language, culture and technology, etc has changed since those times and now (and also the persons who handled the translations/edits/etc how their times have changed too) - and now tell me, you still believe in the bible being 100% factual and true, in spite of all these changes that has been going on. Doesn't some things in the bible read very strange? Like in Ezekiel? Was it UFO sightings that were being described? Would not a UFO be described in those terms? Viewed as godly? And would not a person who landed via a present day helicopter or aircraft perhaps be described as an 'angel'?
How many millions of years has mankind supposedly been on this earth? And how much of this recorded history, do we accurately know of? 3,000 to 5,000 years perhaps. And still with lots of gaps in knowledge of this era. And what happened in those other times, in which we 93%? know of nothing. Those of biblical times and beyond - in the old Testament. What were those times really like? We have no idea? Surely people of those times were not as ignorant as we think them to be? I think not. People don't accept that there was a highly advanced technological civilisation back in those times and beyond. We are not taught that. Yet there are remnants/puzzles all over the world of technologies we do not know about. Particularly of stone building which uses very large heavy stones cut to precision and fitted together precisely like jigsaws, which cannot be duplicated by our modern means. We don't build that way at all. We build using smaller pieces that are assembled in some way or fashion.
Anyway this is just an example of what a big wide world is out there - and it's not just out there in deep space, as you look at the evening sky and see that the stars are out, but on this very earth, not on the moon or on Mars - but right here. And it is part of our everyday life - which we are reminded of, when we attend a funeral or birth - there is that wanting to know what life is really about. The exit and entrance we have to this life - do we not all go through that experience, each and every one of us? And no one is special because each and everyone of us are. Religions should not divide us, but unite us, via love and understanding. And I for one would like to take the religions down (those which deserve to be) to the level that they operate on --- and show them for what they really are. Full of crap at times. And reveal what truth they have - what is worth saving in them. That love, compassion and understanding can unite us all, if you want the plain and simple truth. It is not very hard to understand that. No one saved. Everyone survives death intact. We all live on. Life goes on.
This does not mean there is no god. There is not a judgemental and vain god, who needs followers. That god does not exist, except in the mind of those who want a god like that (a fabrication and fantasy). The fire and brimstone god, is a god of imagination and fantasy. The use of fear to keep followers in a religion is one of many tools religion uses.
I wish to write a book about all this - but will anyone read it? These thoughts are hardly original. Others have said it.
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