Wow! It's really encouraging to find such warm hearted people so willing to welcome a new guy.
All of your kind words have made a difference already. I have been reading hundreds of posts and I never imagined that there were so many others out there going through or have gone through the same thing.
I think you all are right about talking to my parents. They live 1000 miles away so we only speak about once a year when they come back to see other relatives. This will give me plenty of time to get my head together as well as all of the facts. My dad is fairly intelligent so if things are handled just right, he'll be compelled to find out on his own. I would really like to send them a copy of one of them old watchtower Christmas cards.....along with everyone else I know.
Hmmm.....I think I'm starting to feel a little of that anger you are talking about. Maybe I'll get out the playstation and put in Grand Theft Auto. I can walk around beating up on people and pretend they are the GB!
I dug out my old books today. Everything from back in the 70s. I even still have my Listening to the Great Teacher book...you know....the cute little pink one.(gag) Can't find my Paradise book....I know it's around here somewhere.
oh yeah...Im midway between Columbus and Cleveland.
Thanks again for all of the support.....if ya' don't mind, I'd kinda like to stick around a while.