I merely believe in the concept of heaven and being judged for the way you live your life. Whether you adhered to God's standard of being a loving human being or if you lived your life cold and callous towards many.
I also believe that you will be judged by having to view your entire life play out in 3rd person and having to answer for your actions throughout your life. Whether you mainly participated in good deeds vs. being malicious and cruel. Good vs. Evil kinda thing you know?
I know my concept is very vague, but I feel that this is just a stepping stone for something higher. We weren't put on this earth to just do one thing, we have a goal and once it's achieved there will be many other levels to continue forward. Whether you are accepted to advance to those next levels is up to our Creator. Only he can judge you regardless of what the WT as an organization feel they can place upon you for not following their code of conduct.
It kinda sound like a videogame in where you advance through levels but I see no reason why it wouldn't be like that. I mean, am I the only one who fears an existence of doing the same thing forever...I mean honestly, what can you do that would take up all of eternity. It's scary because it will never stop...EVER!!! Whether you're doing good things or fun things, it wouldn't stop. If what the JWs believe in would come true, you'd be picking fruit from trees smiling forever and participating joyous conversations for oh....FOREVER! Nothing else to it. Boring if you ask me and doesn't make sense. I think that if we were placed by a God/Creator then he would give us something more constructive to do than feed our fat faces in with fruit all day long. Maybe he saw that we as humans would get bored of the Garden of Eden and thus gave us the chance to inherit Sin to change his original plans. To us it wouldn't make sense, nor would we understand it if he "just changed it" but if we were to go through an evolution process and become smarter and learn from generation to generation then we would develop a much deeper sense of life and what it is to enjoy this wonderful gift. Without the love that he has left for all of us to partake in, which is free by the way, we could never enjoy life. And when it says in the beginning that Adam and Eve were blind, they probably would've never realized what we as humans realize now.
Through my experiences, I enjoy just looking out to the sky, enjoying a nice breeze, listening to water flow when I go fishing and just enjoying all the fruit that our Creator has left for all of us. I do what I can to be a good person but I can't allow myself to get sucked up in a endless whirlpool of paranoia expecting for "the end of the current system of things!" We all will die and we can't fight it. To me, the WT is a spiritual Fountain of Youth because they all feel that they will get to live forever...but is living forever truly a reward or torture?
I fear the possibility of eternal damnation so I try to live a fun life while still showing love for others and hoping that God understands that I would love to follow in his footsteps if I was 100% sure that the "truth" that I am being told was indeed the actual truth.