About the begginning of last year I was just getting out of depression, and was having serious doubts about "the truth" seeing how i was never really involved in it I felt as though it didnt help me through my depression. I currently am 18 and still live with my parents who are still going to meetings. I go with them to the meetings when I am not working, but I am going mostly for them, and i dont think they know that I am even slightly interested in the religion(I am not even baptised). But they are still insisting that I go. The main reason I was so happy in the org. was because my 2 best friends were there. But now that they are all gone i have no reason to be there and it is not helping me in anyway. My best friends; one is now married for half a year now and had to move away, the other is disfellowshipped with something involving another guy in our congr. (They are completely forbidden on any contact, i suspect homosexuality, [which im not really for or against]) Both are devout JW, though the disfellowshipped one is trying to get reinstated.
Me on the otherhand, am currently going to school for an associates degree in multimedia, a girlfriend whom I believe will spend the rest of my life with (shes not JW) and a handful of non JW friends. I plan moving with her to canada as soon as my schooling is done. I dont really have any friends in my congr. don't have any desire whatsoever to remain going to the meetings, but i dont want to dissappoint my family. What do you think I should do? My parents don't know i plan to move away, or how i feel about JW's.