Hi Tatt :) The one thing that is really hard to understand is the cult mentality when you are not in the throes of it. The opposite side of that is, that you dont RECOGNIZE that you are in a manipulative cult until you have left or are leaving it, so locked in is your brain function. The Watch Tower Organization is self contained. It feeds itself from within. Where you are in the organization depends on your OUTPUT, preaching hours and favors granted wise, and your sex. The more studies you have, the longer you pioneer, the more TIME you clock and report, the more auxilliary pioneering you do, the more TALKS you do, the more STUDIES you conduct...the more POPULAR/POWERFUL/INFLUENTIAL/HIGHER/and...they claim "Spiritual" you are. Since they tell the sheep NOT to associate with anybody who isnt a JW, they end up like animals in a cage, butting up against each other, nipping, snapping and finding great glee in the sins of others, telling on each other, ratting out their own grandmothers if they had to to make themselves feel important in the eyes of the elders. They are rewarded for this grievous behavior with such things as privileges in the congregation, like winding microphone cords, running the sound system, counting magazines and emptying the contribution boxes. The real mucky mucks get to lead the congregation in prayer, or conduct the school, or READ the watch tower to the congregation on Sundays. Their world is very small, and VERY self important...and most of the players are unskilled and unpopular in the real world, and hence they become little demigods inside the halls. And they rule with iron fists.
You think the society wants this little world of theirs to collapse? You think anybody who works and lives at Bethel headquarters has any skills they can use outside their world? any insurance? any housing? any retirement?? Hell no...they do whatever they can to keep the empire alive. Specifically by gleening the sheep dry at every opportunity. They dont take collection plates..they take BASKETS and BOXES and powers of attorney and your entire freakin estate when you die. Its a farce Tattoo..it will suck you dry honey. Take heed.