by tata 6 Replies latest jw experiences
Alright I'm being sarcastic...
Let me tell you why I said that. I had to preach this saturday, i do not want to talk with nobody, but i do not had any excuse not to, so i talked in this house and the girl ask me to bring her the magazines because she love to read it.
I laughed later thinking that in another time i would think it was God sending me a "sheep", someone with study the bible.
I suppose it is hard for you to have to talk to people about the WTS at a time when you no longer believe in it.
I suppose it is hard for you to have to talk to people about the WTS at a time when you no longer believe in it.
I have to agree...I don't know your situation but I know I wouldn't be able to even think about propogating the lie in any form or fashion. Should of had fun with it and actually done some anti-witnessing by telling the householder such fun things like "if I don't preach then my family will shun me!".
Besides what does an Awake on saving emus got to do with the gospel???
cypher- excellent point re the anti witnessing!
tata I still frequently have dreams like this - I am meeting for field service and im trying to tell my mum and dad I dont believe it anymore and dont want to go out, but they tell me I have to. I get out on the service, and i am actually knocking a door and thinking to myself 'how can i do this, I dont believe it'.
The last dream I had like this I said to my dad 'you cant make me do this anymore, im 18' then I thought (still in my dream) OMG im 35 - where the hell did my life go?
I have dreams like that too! I left 3 years ago and still have dreams that ive been made to go to the meeting and i'm sat there trying to avoid people's looks and then i eventually have a panic attack and run out! I never wanna enter a KH again!! I've still got to tell my JW dad that i'm not going to his wedding...i couldn't bare it!! I know im a wimp!! haha
