I am a newbie. I have been here only a week. I have read many posts. Many many have helped me. I picked my name Horrible Life, because I feel like I have had one. Nothing I have ever been through compares to what I have just finished reading here on this JW Discussion forum. Please read the topic
"EX-JW Mother Attempts Suicide With Children and Fails! My Family Tragedy" by Utopian Reformist. If you don't have time for all of the posts, just read the letters or posts from Utopian Reformist.
You will not be the same, after you read it. Please Please read it.