Growing up in the borg, with 5 meetings a week, personal study, field service, etc. it is pounded into your head that you can only have an intimate relationship with Jehovah as long as you are associated with His "spirit-directed organization." Leave the organization then Jehovah leaves you.
That is a very traumatic thing for some. I know that it has been for me personally.
There are many different views on this board that range from those who still believe that Jehovah has an organization to athiests and everything in between.
At this point, I really don't know what to believe anymore. But, I feel that is common. Afterall, for most of us the rug has been pulled out from under us. We grew up and believed (for me 40) for years that we had something special and unique, a special elite club that only a small population of the humans living on earth were privy to. Then, little by little, our faith in that organization is put to the test, hence our faith in a higher power because we it has been drilled in us that they are one in the same.
So, how does one get past that? For those who do have a relationship with a higher power, how did you achieve that? And for the athiest posters, what was it that brought you to the realization that there is no higher power.
I realize that this subject has probably been covered numerous times in the past, but for some of the newer ones exiting or trying to exit the organization, it might be helpful to share whatever it was that brought about closure for you.
Thanks for sharing.
"By doubting we come at truth" -Cicero