Met w/2 elders today, we had a nice visit, and talked about a few things, like why I dont go to meetings, etc etc.
told them of the lack of love in congregation, the society constantly using loaded language to put guilt trips on the r&f,
i.e. the sept article on actually enjoying yourself vice beating in doors and telling people something they dont want to or could care less about hearing. About how book studies aren't studies, how the schools sucks and isn't a school at all but a do it yourself kind of things then get pounded on by the "school overseer", or worse told you did a good job when you know you sucked. i let loose a little and told them thanks but no thanks im inactive and fully intend to stay that way.