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  Emma art

  by umbertoecho in

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  2. child-abuse

  dark were my thoughts when i drew these after losing emma.....she was so beautiful...i thought i might say more with art than complaining......

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  Dark were my thoughts when I drew these after losing Emma.....She was so beautiful...I thought I might say more with art than complaining.....
  
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  I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............

  by umbertoecho in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  this may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.

  i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.

  she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.

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  I will find her tomorrow and tell her about these people I know...I mean it. I will go there and if she is not there? The shit will really hit the fan....Poor girl, I can't stop crying I am losing it...What would you do? You would step in the way wouldn't you?

  I was threatening to the hospital as they have cctv. What a wonderful case against the bastards...I really would go all out for the kids...Oh and all you animals....here.
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  I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............

  by umbertoecho in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  this may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.

  i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.

  she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.

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  defender I will do the logical thing even though it feels sort of mad at the moment. I am now responding. I have a strong core, although this has devastated me.
  What about that girl Riley? Where is she? Is she safe? Were those cowards able to show compassion?

  It's worth hanging around to make sure of that. I tell you it was quite terrifying and I was alone again with it...How did this girl feel? How alone must this quite gentle girl must have felt...She could have smacked me in the face.......she didn't, she was a gentle girl, just afraid. What is wrong with people, my heart is all broken up. I can hardly bear it. I attacked the counsellors, I refused their glib crap and said to save it for some study group. Please shut up and listen........this girl......you let her onto the road, she would have died today!! Don't tell me you are worried about me..tell me you are worried about her. I will call every channel about you....I'm not nice about bad things. God, she so looked like Emma though.
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  I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............

  by umbertoecho in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  this may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.

  i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.

  she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.

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  Listener, out of respect for the sheer practical and considerate way you have expressed your thoughts, I will engage with them as they seem very "suddenly" anxious to make sure I am okay..CCTV is so revealing. Alma Street is under investigation apparently for allowing too many suicides....I will accept help as long as it is not clinical and patronising. I have a huge passion for doing what is right. I really care so much. I won't be compartmentalised though. I know I have a good mind, passionate feelings and I don't care about religion anymore....Some sort of dam broke on that level for me as I watched this frightened girl. I could reach her, when I cannot reach my own sisters.......sad, that is sad...
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  I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............

  by umbertoecho in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  this may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.

  i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.

  she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.

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  I will follow it through.Trust this.......I am not afraid of anything anymore. I will find Riley and if i don't I will ask some awfully embarrassing questions....The centre have phoned me and I callled them fucking cowards...I also wrote to the ABC, plus I phoned them...I think if there is one thing I love......it is the beauty of children and the honesty of animals...Mind you.....You mad bastards aren't bad either

  Juliette to you people who are all mad as hatters and better for it.
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  I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............

  by umbertoecho in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  this may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.

  i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.

  she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.

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  Zoos, I like that approach I bought myself an awesome stereo today. I have over seven thousand individual CDs, my husband was a really good DJ in his time...I even have the Troggs swearing the entire time during a taping session...It's awesome. Maybe I should donate it to this site when I am gone............

  My name is Juliette and I care...Love to all of you. You let me speak. I never had that freedom....
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  what is the latest on the Royal Commission case as of Aug 30?

  by lettersfromthevoid in

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  2. child-abuse

  the last video i watched was day 8 part 2 with geofrey jackson.

  has there been anything else in terms of open session videos?

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  Angus was inundated with real insider information that pissed him off. He would have pressed harder had he had the time....I don't think they made a convert out of him..He may even be called the anti WTBTS....go ahead Angus, go for it.

  You had so many people cheering you on. He is no fool, he was really angry at being deceived.........Do not forget............This commission has two years to go...don't get upset if you hear nothing for awhile...Make yourself very familiar with the transcripts. Remember them save them and then use them, in your refutations. These elders and 1/ 7th of the papacy were lying all along..........Cheer up and be irreverent of men who impose incredible hardship...laugh the bastards off the planet....
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  I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............

  by umbertoecho in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  this may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.

  i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.

  she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.

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  I am devastated I wanted to bring her home where she would be safe...She looked so much like my Emma....I don't give a shit anymore...My name is Juliette, I care about others I am not afraid. I am going to testify and my family have somehow found out...So bloody what...There is some reason for all of us to care and love and put ourselves out there...I am very sure of this part of my thinking and my heart.......
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  MY DAD CALLED THE POLICE ON BROTHER JAUNDICE AND AUNT CRUELLA NOW!

  by ReligionOfHatred in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  cruella and jaundice bought a old truck for their clean-up - janitorial business and their steering column had a few missing pins, they started telling people that my dad was trying to kill them.

  there are several people who heard them make these false allegations, cruella said they were coming down a big grade and almost wrecked and it was dad's fault.

  their going nuts and this guy is the cobe!.

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  Oh crap. Try to get calm. I just posted about a tragic girl...I do get it...This is the time to lower the emotions and go into incredible practical mode.

  Explain things in an almost distant and concise manner...Stay very very calm..Hysteria will go against you. Protect the family you love and do all that the police advise, then....Write it all up in the best detail you can recall...Very important to do this diarizing for it is legitimate in court....Can't recall the exact name of it but it is an American law about the testimony of those who are actually at the "event"...There is a name for it but it eludes me right now...
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  I almost gave up today except for a girl her tried to throw herself infront of two cars.............

  by umbertoecho in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  this may sound insane but i literally have blood on my hands as i have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...i wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...hospital policy is against it.

  i said "what am i alive for then if not to tell the truth" she tut tutted and i walked out sadly in despair.. when i got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off.

  she was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid.

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  umbertoecho

  This may sound insane but I literally have blood on my hands as I have just come home from a counselling session that went wrong...I wanted to collate all that has happened and record it...Hospital policy is against it. I said "What am I alive for then if not to tell the truth" She tut tutted and I walked out sadly in despair.

  When I got to the ground floor there was a young girl screaming her head off. She was afraid, that is all she was...........afraid. She was walking fast and looked like she could throw a good punch if needed. I saw the cowards letting her go........".not today, not today" I thought...I went right next to her and followed her out of the clinic....She went into the middle of the road and tried to throw herself infront of a big black vehicle. I grabbed her hard and said........" I love you, you must not die". I don't know why I said it but I really felt this intense love and fear for her....She was dodging me, not looking me in the eyes.........Another car came by, she ran for it....I literally pushed her away and I swear it missed me by about a foot....I grabbed her and said she reminded me of someone I used to know really well...." Who? What are you? Are you one of them? " "No, I am like you and you are really pretty with lovely hair and I really do mean it. I love you and want you to get past this and live"
  She ran away and grabbed a bottle and smashed it on the ground and started slashing herself. I came up to her and said it was okay and showed her my scars...Everytime the blood flowed I drew love hearts out of it. I could think of no other way to let her know that I cared. I told her my name..........Juliette and asked her to remember me as the one who drew love hearts with her blood and her pain. I told her it was okay to burst her boil of pain and ..........."By the way, who hurt you that you want to hurt yourself?" "My father:" She said....I got her to drop one piece of glass so that I could hold her cold hand and I kept telling her that blood was okay, I understood and that she was safe with me...." Why are you doing this". >> "Because I really do care and I love you believe it or not, I really understand and am not afraid of your expressions of pain..." I asked her her name.....Riley....I said she must try to stay in a safe fold, I would not let her die while I was there.

  This coward of a man. A psychiatrist came out, they all came out........they stood ridiculously far away, afraid for themselves..........He asked me what she said.......I told him she would most definitely kill herself, she had just literally tried to throw herself infront of two cars..." While you watched me and her and did not help!!!!!!!!!!!!" Asshole

  He actually asked me what he needed to do...I said...Tell her you love her and that you want her to live and surivive her sexual abuse instead of freaking her out all the time, with your' f_*)*)ing drugs...." Believe me she will do it."

  I had calmed her to the point that she was slowing down on the slashing side of things....She promised me she was clean........oh God, as if I care. I really don't...She is so young and afraid.

  What if I had sat in that counselling session on minute longer? What if she had succeeded in killing herself.........Not on my bloody watch....I lost my Emma to suicide...

  They took her in, under police escort. I told her to tell me my name..........Juliette! " Good girl" I said. " I have put your; jacket inside and I will remember you always, I will watch out for you".

  Shattered I got into my car came home poured a stiff scotch and put Pink Floyd on.

  There was the answer to my pathetic question of "Why am I here and why was I ever born?"