Posts by KiraNOTKaren

My mom is Satan's mistress. Each time anything nice happens to me she tears it down to nothing. She has no reason to tear down Adrian cause I don't tell her much about him. then when I don't I am PRESUMING anyone would WANT me etc etc

Where does she think my sons who will be adult are going anyway? Joey is a homebug and Zack has all his family here too. Please. Why is it parents think simply because they alledgedly changed OUR diapers that we are thus forced to change THEIRS? that might sound cold and callous of me but I have heard too many stories of how my dad came home frequently to find my sister and I unfed, unclothed and unchanged with my mom sitting in her chair watching her TV shows.

UH, HELLO!

Kira ps my mom is 75 and acts about 60 but she is a recluse/xenophobic and a stayin (her own choice) she has high blood pressure (she is always screaming)but that is her fault. She is not with tubes up her nose or anything critical like that

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SINGLE or MARRIED : What do you LIKE and DISLIKE

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KiraNOTKaren

yes he's a singer/producer-- he cuts it off once in a while and let's it grow back

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SINGLE or MARRIED : What do you LIKE and DISLIKE

by frenchbabyface in

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KiraNOTKaren

(((Kira))) TAKE CARE ANYWAY ... and GOOD LUCK

ANYWAY??? omg what do you mean by that LOL

(((FRENCH BABY FACE)))

~Kira some days I wonder why I did not call myself Lizzie Bordon in here (READ MOMMY DEAREST POST TO FIND OUT WHY)

.....hey now that would make a good eBay user nic...

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SINGLE or MARRIED : What do you LIKE and DISLIKE

by frenchbabyface in

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single or married or living with someone (if you can talk about).

what do you :like in your situationdislike in your situation.

for better understanding please tell us also your age.

KiraNOTKaren

also 2 forgot to say...
I knew a couple who were like this online and when they met it was just dead. You really should meet this guy asap, before investing anymore time and emotional energy ...for your sake, and your happiness.

RE: ASAP

read MOMMY DEAREST POST a few lines up! or below:

VENTING AFTER ANOTHER FIGHT WITH MOMMY DEAREST:
my problem is not Adrian it's my MOTHER. SHE thinks she owns my life and can force me into staying here til she's dead -she is an unloving witch who does nothing but cut me down fro morning til night -I told her I'd marry an ax murderer (used different words) before I'd stay here after my kids turn 18. I so long to leave now. My oldest is graduated from high school. My youngest snobs me anyway.He thinks his dad is so great I have no idea why he doesn't live with him. My sister Ravyn does not feel boys at this age 15 & 16 should be living with their mother anyway but my problem is mommy dearest. She threatens to "DO" somehting about it should I start living my own life! She'll "have to start making ARRANGEMENTS" and these "arrangements sound like WHERE she is going to put my DEAD BODY! It is a living hell here. If she thinks I am going to turn him down should it come to it (and I am sure it will) because SHE says he "isn't the one" HA! I would jump in his arms immediately cause anyone SHE doesn't like MUST BE THE ONE! Always, ALWAYS does she talk like this! It is 2-3 years before I can even consider anything aside from visits and yet here we go again!! the THREATS! the INSULTS! And I can do nothing but sit here! All she is thinking about is herself and $$ and HA! that is what she says I am thinking about: nothing but myself! FOR ONE THING THE SUBJECT IS ABOUT ME! It's MY LIFE so why shouldn't I think OF ME! OMG I THINK I WILL BE IN JAIL FOR MURDER IN 2-3 YRS IS WHERE I AM GOING TO BE! And this "cause I am not going to be alone!" she says even though she HATES me right?? UH WHAT DOES SHE THINK I AM TAKING MY 18 AND 19 YO SONS ALONG WITH ME???? UH EXCUSE ME?!?!
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KIRA

Don't you know I am not ALLOWED???????????

Kira

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SINGLE or MARRIED : What do you LIKE and DISLIKE

by frenchbabyface in

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friends

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what do you :like in your situationdislike in your situation.

for better understanding please tell us also your age.

KiraNOTKaren

VENTING AFTER ANOTHER FIGHT WITH MOMMY DEAREST:

my problem is not Adrian it's my MOTHER. SHE thinks she owns my life and can force me into staying here til she's dead -she is an unloving witch who does nothing but cut me down fro morning til night -I told her I'd marry an ax murderer (used different words) before I'd stay here after my kids turn 18. I so long to leave now. My oldest is graduated from high school. My youngest snobs me anyway.He thinks his dad is so great I have no idea why he doesn't live with him. My sister Ravyn does not feel boys at this age 15 & 16 should be living with their mother anyway but my problem is mommy dearest. She threatens to "DO" somehting about it should I start living my own life! She'll "have to start making ARRANGEMENTS" and these "arrangements sound like WHERE she is going to put my DEAD BODY! It is a living hell here. If she thinks I am going to turn him down should it come to it (and I am sure it will) because SHE says he "isn't the one" HA! I would jump in his arms immediately cause anyone SHE doesn't like MUST BE THE ONE! Always, ALWAYS does she talk like this! It is 2-3 years before I can even consider anything aside from visits and yet here we go again!! the THREATS! the INSULTS! And I can do nothing but sit here! All she is thinking about is herself and $$ and HA! that is what she says I am thinking about: nothing but myself! FOR ONE THING THE SUBJECT IS ABOUT ME! It's MY LIFE so why shouldn't I think OF ME! OMG I THINK I WILL BE IN JAIL FOR MURDER IN 2-3 YRS IS WHERE I AM GOING TO BE! And this "cause I am not going to be alone!" she says even though she HATES me right?? UH WHAT DOES SHE THINK I AM TAKING MY 18 AND 19 YO SONS ALONG WITH ME???? UH EXCUSE ME?!?!

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KIRA

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SINGLE or MARRIED : What do you LIKE and DISLIKE

by frenchbabyface in

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what do you :like in your situationdislike in your situation.

for better understanding please tell us also your age.

KiraNOTKaren

KIRA : Same question ; did you meet him YET or NOT (cause I guess you have to) anyway living together or not is not the same at all ? so It can be wonderful one way and awfull the other way. And the kids are old enough to understand you both need love and eventually need to be together (who makes that choice : him or you ? 1 or 2 things are BIZARRE IN YOUR STORY I?M SCARED FOR YOU because you already spend 3 years in that relationship) And is it him on the pic ? Because he looks like a PRETTY GIRL !!!

no not face to face- I went out to Calif last summer not expecting him to be back in town but he was and I forgot to remove my hotmail REPLY TO in my email options and it had a defunct email address on it and he wrote to tell me he was there and it bounced right in his face. I did not find out til I got back home and it was too late! I was only there a long weekend but had we met up we were both sure I would not be returning (my kids were with me)

my kids could care less if I need love and to be with him! LOL They are in the selfish stage- have been since birth- I am not going to step on any toes and going to wait it out til they are 18 (his kid too) Though we could meet way before then. I am hoping he takes me with him this coming Feb/Mar to Chile where he will be recording for 6 weeks but I am not holding my breath. That is a bunch of $$.

Who makes the choice- both of us on different elements. It would be MY decision to head out there - his to set the date because I am not going to have what happened last summer happen again! But it would be completely HIS decision if I don't have the $ and he's paying.

In an unfortunate way he is in control because he is never at one place for any length of time and yet I always am at this same address/same ph. number. PLus he is the only one of the two of us working. I am on disability. My time is all my own- his is not. But then again he emails me at least a half dozen times a day. At times there has passed quite a while before I heard but that was during one of our downtimes when he was in Istanbul, Turkey and I didn't ever expect to hear from him again. Oh we have had our ups and downs alright. More ups then downs. But I have been in the "dating scene" since '91 and have been there done that and to date I have never met another man I would rather be with than Adrian. We have an open relationship but I have no desire to sort thru other men any longer. He can do as he feels in that regards. I am so far the best he has found

yes the pretty girl is HE LOL but I am bi so you can see why I am attracted LOL

~Kira