Hi Blackwolf:
I have experienced the weirdness of being a JW "youth" and have all too often seen the "Social stunting" that the WT world creates (and exists upon) in my own teenage children and far too many others.
Being a teen is hard enough as it is, never mind throwing the WTS absurdities into it. I'm surprised that as many teens survive as it is. (Although, no one knows what damage has actually been done.)
School is a CRITICAL component in socialization.
One of my children is graduating high school this year.
Because we allowed this child to engage in activities (sports - ooh, so evil - sarcasm alert) criticized by the Borg, in 3 years, this child changed from an introverted, unconfident teen, to a person with an optimistic future.
Although I agree with Pete's advice to see a counselor, I would expand that option to include a Social Worker, and possibly a knowledgeable physician.
These person care ABOUT YOU, AS A PERSON, not conditional care as a Borg MEMBER.
The care that I have experienced, and felt, from a multitude of "worldly" professionals towards myself and family members, always brings a tear to my eyes.
Although the Borg is right in warning teen girls about males wanting "just one thing." the same can be said about the Borg - that is, the Borg only wants one thing, your complete and exclusive devotion.
This requirement of devotion affects the decisions and actions of your parents.
Do not be afraid to talk the above professionals. THEY REALLY DO CARE.
Let them know that you do not know how to explain your feelings to parents being controlled by this group.
Transitioning from home-school to real school is beneficial and rewarding.
I would not try to explain this to your parents - certainly not before talking to a counselor.
From a Dad.