just on of the perks of being an apostate who is married to a branwashed, blinded jw woman.
you know, we have been married for ~27 years....most of which we had nothing to do with the piece of shite cult.
up till the begining of 2014 was when i woke up.
Thanks everyone for you support, like OTWO said...she won't go to a counselor. in her mind i am the one with the problem.
i just don't know what to do anymore....i just am not allowed to live a normal life without reprocussion of my changed mind about the cult. like stuart said in the ARC...it's a captive organizaiton.
this truely sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i remember seeing the ex-jws parading around outside the assembly like lepers holding placards of hate.
we were the righteous and enlightened ones... and they were lost in outer darkness.
just dont look at them was the standard response to their unwelcome presence..
You have no idea how angry i am that i made the biggest mistake of my life!!!! i have taken so much from my children and have lost my wife to a new a brainwashed wife.
it sucks so much....i wish i could turn back time. it is only a matter of time before my marriage is ruined by this cult.
penny and leonard.
billy bob thorton and anglie jolie.
lyle lovett / julia roberts.
Man, i feel you. there are couple in the hall that sometimes you just say. WTF.....it just bogles my mind. i have told my wife this and she just doesn't say anything. probably a small amount of Cognitive Disonance.
when she was growing up has a witness teen. she said young witnesses and older witness would say they were interested in her.
she never went for any of them...then along came me.....the worldy guy. what i can't figure is....if she was has gun ho about the org back then...why didn't she stay with a witness guy. she sure has hell would have been way out of any of there leagues as she is way to pretty for me.
oh well
so i posted earlier in the year that one of my son's friends is a jw.
he can never do anything on wednesdays because it's a meeting night.
same for sunday early afternoons.
when i was studying and made the biggest mistake of my life...i was told it was a personal decision.
Both our boys do MMA competition and wrestling. i never encourage football because out of the two sports i feel football is more dangerous.
i have played both sports on competition level and have first hand exerience to make this judgement.
but, to each his own
in the latest jw broadcast splane is quoted as saying:.
"suppose there was a man who died 10 minutes before joseph was born.
would he be part of joseph's generation?
Damn, get the shovels...the shit is getting deep.
i thought life starts in the womb as well.
so things have been calm so far...knock on wood!!!
but i was thinking today...a month ago in one of our arguments.
i told her the 144000 was not to considered a literal number.
so things have been calm so far...knock on wood!!! but i was thinking today...a month ago in one of our arguments. i told her the 144000 was not to considered a literal number. it just a symbolic number that represents the 12 tribes of israel.
i then told her...if it's literal, why does the number of partakes keep going up? at this point is when she puts her hands over her ears and we don't talk for 2 to 3 days. Just like mature adults is how we act.
Any who, my prediction is this....within 2.5 years on feb 2018 watchtower a new light will come out showing the 144000 is not a literal number and the GB are the only annointed!!! . just like the apostles.
man, the funny parts is the zombies will shake there empty heads in agreement.
Does this make me a phophet or a puppet?
i have noticed that many lately have left the org or are in the process of leaving.
how many of you have left since 2015?.
this month will be my 21 years out of the org into the road of freedom.
i have been mentally out since jan 2014...the last nail was the generation b.s.
i wish i could stop going completely...but my brainwashed wife is still blinded.
me: of course, she is always mad at me.
i am sorry for ever getting involved in this cult of a religion.
don't ever get involved.. him: i won't, i see how the people are.
me: of course, she is always mad at me. I am sorry for ever getting involved in this cult of a religion. don't ever get involved.
him: i won't, i see how the people are. you know dad, i hate to say this and you will get mad me for saying this.
me: nah, don't worry...i won't get mad. you could tell me anything. you now that.
him: i know.... me and my brother could walk aways from this once we get old enough. but your stuck...i am sorry to say that.
me: i know son...not unless i want to ruin my marriage. it is said this has to be the case, where a religion will make you choose. my advice to you is...first chance you get never go back. if your still living at home and she want's to kick you out for not going. i will put my foot down, and not let that happen! i have your back. i love you will all my heart.
him: i know....i love you to dad.
i am glad he see's it for what it is...it is sad that he knows i am stuck...but glad he could tell the difference.
i hate this cult...if i could turn back time.
my wife and i just found out that our disassociation was announced last night.
we....are...free!.
i'd like to take a moment to thank some people:.
