just on of the perks of being an apostate who is married to a branwashed, blinded jw woman.
you know, we have been married for ~27 years....most of which we had nothing to do with the piece of shite cult.
up till the begining of 2014 was when i woke up.
i do think she is withholding sex from me has a tool to her advantage in some ways...the other thing is a mental battle within herself. me being an apostate and her trying to come to terms with the fact that if she wants to sleep with the enemy.
has far has sex goes...i have alot of male vitality. so has far has sowing my oats, it's pretty much a desire i have.
don't know how else to put it.
just on of the perks of being an apostate who is married to a branwashed, blinded jw woman.
you know, we have been married for ~27 years....most of which we had nothing to do with the piece of shite cult.
up till the begining of 2014 was when i woke up.
LOL....after reading my post, i realize how many miss-spellings i have and incoherent sentences i wrote. Sorry about that....i do have a degree in Engineering. So i guess writing coherent sentences is not a requirement.
Simon, when is that spell checker going to be fixed?
I was also very upset when i wrote it.....Bottom line is this. Now i am going thru the motions in my marriage. I despise this cult!!!!!!
just on of the perks of being an apostate who is married to a branwashed, blinded jw woman.
you know, we have been married for ~27 years....most of which we had nothing to do with the piece of shite cult.
up till the begining of 2014 was when i woke up.
Thanks all my friends!!!!
when i read about relationships that are just like mine because of the cult...i am taken back. why? because the indoctrinated response is a scary thing to see happen when people are thousands of miles away from eachother.
i could only image how many wives threw away their yoga pants after ATM gave his talk.
just on of the perks of being an apostate who is married to a branwashed, blinded jw woman.
you know, we have been married for ~27 years....most of which we had nothing to do with the piece of shite cult.
up till the begining of 2014 was when i woke up.
just on of the perks of being an apostate who is married to a branwashed, blinded jw woman.
you know, we have been married for ~27 years....most of which we had nothing to do with the piece of shite cult.
up till the begining of 2014 was when i woke up.
just on of the perks of being an apostate who is married to a branwashed, blinded jw woman.
you know, we have been married for ~27 years....most of which we had nothing to do with the piece of shite cult.
up till the begining of 2014 was when i woke up.
Thanks everyone for you support, like OTWO said...she won't go to a counselor. in her mind i am the one with the problem.
i just don't know what to do anymore....i just am not allowed to live a normal life without reprocussion of my changed mind about the cult. like stuart said in the ARC...it's a captive organizaiton.
this truely sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i remember seeing the ex-jws parading around outside the assembly like lepers holding placards of hate.
we were the righteous and enlightened ones... and they were lost in outer darkness.
just dont look at them was the standard response to their unwelcome presence..
You have no idea how angry i am that i made the biggest mistake of my life!!!! i have taken so much from my children and have lost my wife to a new a brainwashed wife.
it sucks so much....i wish i could turn back time. it is only a matter of time before my marriage is ruined by this cult.
penny and leonard.
billy bob thorton and anglie jolie.
lyle lovett / julia roberts.
Man, i feel you. there are couple in the hall that sometimes you just say. WTF.....it just bogles my mind. i have told my wife this and she just doesn't say anything. probably a small amount of Cognitive Disonance.
when she was growing up has a witness teen. she said young witnesses and older witness would say they were interested in her.
she never went for any of them...then along came me.....the worldy guy. what i can't figure is....if she was has gun ho about the org back then...why didn't she stay with a witness guy. she sure has hell would have been way out of any of there leagues as she is way to pretty for me.
oh well
so i posted earlier in the year that one of my son's friends is a jw.
he can never do anything on wednesdays because it's a meeting night.
same for sunday early afternoons.
when i was studying and made the biggest mistake of my life...i was told it was a personal decision.
Both our boys do MMA competition and wrestling. i never encourage football because out of the two sports i feel football is more dangerous.
i have played both sports on competition level and have first hand exerience to make this judgement.
but, to each his own
in the latest jw broadcast splane is quoted as saying:.
"suppose there was a man who died 10 minutes before joseph was born.
would he be part of joseph's generation?
Damn, get the shovels...the shit is getting deep.
i thought life starts in the womb as well.
