Welcome, Lostfromthefaith.
I'm afraid I might not be much help - I don't know if there is a god.
What I will say is: talk things through with your parents. Listen to them, they have more life experience than you do.
Also, try to live a 'good life'.
Take school seriously and find out what subjects interest you. Listen to your teachers and work hard.
Don't worry too much over the existence of hell.
All the best
LUHE