Brother Jeramy,
"For starters, the preaching work is a commission from Christ, not the Watchtower Society."
The commission work from Christ does not mean selling magazines door to door at your own expense and turning over all money taken in to a man made organization. The WT Society does this by means of coercion.
What you are really saying is that you are comfortable with it. You know that it is not right, you know that it is not true, but you are comfortable with it. You have friends here, you may have family here, who cares if it is true or not? It fits you like an old, worn, comfortable shirt.
I have talked to Catholics who share your same sentiments.