i agree with finally awake plus, I know from experience, our emotions will take over our brains,
we know what we should do, and that's the logical thing, go to school, finish and get the job. you have the plan, why screw with it? you already know the answer, but your emotional side is looking for some reason to mess it up. and you know , that no matter how hard it is , your plan makes more sense. we foolishly let those emotions come in and screw with our commons sense. my emotions sucked me back into a failing marriage. adults are not immune to mistakes lol
there is always email and texting while you are away. you can keep in touch and let her know how fun college is, and how you wish she could see how great it is to see the positive in things.
at your young age you dont need to start your life off worrying about something that has a 50 50 chance at being a wrong choice.
thats a coin I wouldn't want to flip.