Coming up on three years away from the JWs for me.
No regrets in that department.
We all wonder what's next.
Certainly, the WT portrayal of 'paradise' is NOT attractive.
Can you even imagine living in the endless loop of 'listening, obeying and being blessed?'
It would become everlasting boredom.
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I remember back about 25 years ago, I was trying to witness to my own father. I remember what he said to me.
"I'd rather just grow old and die".
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So yes, make your own way in life, do your best.
If there is "something", I suppose it will be nothing as we expected.
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Until then, "nobody gets out of here alive"...