OK. Back now. Let me try and put this scurrilous allegation down, once and for all.
I am not a communist. I find Marx's labour theory of value faulty, and, for that reason, the entire intellectual edifice he constructed in Das Kapital unpersuasive.
I am not a communist. It is arguable whether Russia, or China, or their satellite states, ever actually implemented communism as envisaged by Marx and Engels. What they did do, was implement a government of the people, by the elite, for the elite. Basic freedoms were denied the people, such as freedom of assembly, freedom of speech, freedom of movement, and freedom of conscience. The entire system was coercive and based on the force of power. Little wonder, then, that the ordinary worker sought to sabotage it's functionality; it was the only option he had to express his dissatisfaction.
I am not a communist. The fact that I criticise neo-liberal capitalists, who want the same government of the people, by the elite, for the elite, does not make me a communist. The only significant difference I can find between the goals of two systems is that one used the forces of civil and military power to exercise control, and the other uses the forces of economic necessity. Either way, the result is the same. The small people get screwed.
I am not a communist. What I am is an ordinary Christian, who loves God, and His world, and His children, and is fed up to the back teeth of having his heart broken by the plight of the dispossessed.
I hope that might clarify matters, a little.
Best wishes, 2RM.