I wanted to go into a creative field and almost do go to school for commerical art. I would have liked to run a magazine for girls and young women, not like the typical ones and started programs to help girls make good decisions and to help them figure out how to value themselves and to plan well for their lives to achieve their dreams. I wanted a life filled with creativity and to help make the world a better place. I wanted to eventually find a mate that I got along well with that had similar goals and to plan a good life for future children. If I had children, I wanted their lives to have quality, love, fun, adventure and good direction.
I used to design the houses I wanted to live in and imagine what my life would be like, when I was still in elementary school. I wanted for there to be music and laughter in my home. I had lots of details worked out.
I've got possibly 35 years left until I'm 90. I'm trying to start a new chapter. I'm working on what I want for it to be like.